3rd anniversary on my college entrance examination

Students who sat for the 2011National College Entrance Examination will know their grades in just two or three days.When they finally get to  know the results,some will laugh,some will cry…

College Entrance Examination(CEE) is typical Chinese,with around 10million senior high school graduates taking a standard national exam which could determine their future:go to college or not,go to a foremost university or not…Their future lies on their performances…

It’s unfair.

But we Chinese students have no other choice.We have to live with it and try our best to survive-competing with our peers.

I took CEE at the year 2008,I did rather poor and failed to pursue my study at PKU,my dream school.

But so what?The opportunity of studying in PKU still lies ahead.That’s all my choice.

Recently I feel very strongly to become a sociologist,I care for  the society.

Today I just feel like writing some in memory of my high school life.

And that’s it.

You have a dream

August 27th,Harbin,China.

My IELTS .

I’ve always been attached to top universities:Oxford,Cambridge,Harvard,Yale,Stanford,MIT,etc.

Great ideas change the world,great people come up with great ideas,and I’m prepared to be much more stronger.

Learn to labor and to wait.

And,being great.

 

好男儿胸怀像长江

我住在长江边上。

题目本来是许巍的《曾经的你》里面的歌词“让我们干了这杯酒，好男儿胸怀像大海，经历了人生百态世间的冷暖，这笑容温暖纯真”。

写文章的时候心情很复杂。这已经不是原来的identity crisis，演变成一种social crisis。不断遭遇的事实告诉我，。。。。。。

附近有一个拆迁的例子：因为要做路，一片房子都拆完了，唯独有一户人家嫌安置费低，不肯拆，政府部门拿他们竟然也没办法，最后那条路竟然改道。听说那户人家的儿子在中纪委做秘书，仅仅是中纪委的一个秘书，便有如此的力量。其他级别的就可想而知了。

普通老百姓，一旦遭遇什么事情，就深深体会到“关系”的厉害。

我一直以为法治社会能够带来和谐，最终却发现自己坚信的不过是谎言。

我能怎么办？

好好学习，天天向上，牢记耻辱，好男儿胸怀像长江。

有着这样一个大的任务，那些什么忧伤，感慨统统变得如此苍白。

今天豆瓣上一个火帖，截止发稿时，已经有七千多推荐了。大意是说两个曾经的高中同桌，上大学后再未联系过，工作之后他们被父母安排相亲，惊喜地发现做在对面的竟然是昔日的同桌。然后他们决定订婚，结婚。题目是《这就是缘分》。

这个故事只能当童话看看。我不否认有这样的缘分存在，可是现实告诉我们，婚姻无非是一场双方家庭背景，经济实力，发展前景的博弈，真感情不得不屈服于现实的东西，这就是生活。

别傻了，童话只发生在儿时的记忆里。但是要时刻保持一颗孩子心，但是在遇到问题时必须以大人的眼光来看待。但是你要内心善良，外表坚强。这样才能帮助你在受到无情的现实之伤害时，伤得少一点，能够尽快站起来，然后笑一笑，对这个世界说：“没关系，再继续努力，好男儿的胸怀像长江。”

又是一年

高三的时候，很喜欢听童安格唱的《把根留住》，沧桑的旋律，苍劲有力的歌词，使我在那个每天面对习题，面对模拟考的阶段有了一点更远的想法。自己在十年之后会是怎样，能不能有所成就。每天复习之余就听歌，这首歌听得蛮多的，听的时候也花时间想想未来，有所憧憬的日子真的不错。

高考以后，梦想学中文的少年成了英语专业的学生，现实的大学也比梦想之中的某园更北了一些。入学之初，也曾经想着要好好努力，弥补遗憾。可是无奈我也是凡夫俗子，未能免俗。大学的各种temptation我也不能一一resist，过去的两年半都用在体验上了。尝试了许多，跌倒过许多次，自己拍拍身上的土，又站了起来。认识许多人，接触这么多事情，终于明白了有些朋友真的不值得交，到头来受伤害的是自己。苦闷过，难受过，下着大雨唱歌跑步过，高兴过，收获过，拿着奖状开心地笑过。

恩，成长过。

蛮坎坷的两年半，不过不后悔，谁能逃避呢，只有经历了，才会明白。

马上要过年了，新的一年加倍努力，看看能不能做到精英那个层次。英语辩论能不能拿到全国一等奖，口译能不能进入全国总决赛。二级口译能不能考下来。能不能自己凭本事挣点儿钱养活自己，像蒋方舟那样，不再浪费爸爸妈妈的血汗钱。法兰西语言能不能学好，至少得学到英语这样的程度。每天排个schedule，开始按部就班地工作。

新的一年，好好生活。为了小时候吹过的牛逼，我必须好好努力。

Life goes on

So,so I thought I can tell

Heaven from hell

Blue skies from pain

Now I admit I was wrong

Sorry for all the inconveniences I’ve caused

These impacts will last

At least for a while

I mean

A couple of months

Sorry for that

Maybe

I do really want to know

How your garden grows

Cause I just wanna fly

Lately

I do feel the pain

In the evening breeze

As it sokes to me to the bone

Summer has come and passed

But I hope the innocent will ever last

Wake me up when October begins

Live as if I were to die tomorrow

Dream as if I will live forever

Long way to go

And life goes on

Hello world!

This is my first post. This place makes me wonder.And this will be my lifelong blog.

Always.